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Sunday, 03 May 2009

  • Getting change.Possible or not?

    I keep wondering about the opportunity of getting  change into someone better. I watched Korean movie untitled "Sunflower",starring by Kim Rae-won.I may considered this movie is really something,contains all elements that a human life should be.Sometimes, it is not wrong to act wild and sometimes it is not wrong to cry out loud when life is killing.Because that is how human life should be, experienced the happiness, sadness, grudge, and love.No one can take your life to be something different from that,because you can never hide all this feeling and avoid it. This movie shown how life is killing ourselves when we are hiding from all the feeling above.

    Kim Rae-won play the main character in this movie and it is so satisfying when you are able to see how the real human is within the character.He was a delinquent yet he wanted to get change and be somebody better.After he was given a parole , he is trying his best to change,by listed down all the things that supposed to avoid and done.He return back to his so called "family" and do everything that he had listed.He given a present for his adopted mother and sister,going to picnic with family,quitting from smokes and fighting and so whatever it is.Yet,human life is whether a hell or heaven for everyone of us.Though he gained things that he wanted,there is people who are still not satisfied with him.Those people had slowly killing his life until he ended up his own life, I guess.
               
             



    Although I didn't experienced what the character or life like that,yet I'm able to feel how suffer he can be,losing himself for a grudge of a family.I can't stop crying watching this movie though,and I keep wondering why my friends keep saying that I don't have feelings.It's important for someone to show how feelings one's can be?Well,I don't think so,it is all within yourselves right?.I  know we are able to run from the fact that people are keep judging us whenever it is.And I take road where I resist to run from the feeling of sadness and so on.I wanted to experienced all the feelings by my own.Perhaps I do need to get change in order to feel it more and more in the future.Hopefully 'll be given chances to change to be someone better like what Kim Rae-won done in Sunflower.

Tuesday, 28 April 2009

  • Continue of Plain

    When I think once again,how people as plain as I'm able to stand out just like extraordinary people?It is possible for me to be someone different instead of plain?I do have desire to become someone,not just plain,yet  rationally thinking,it is quite possible right?But I do believe nothing is impossible.Too many person who stand out within this world with their own speciality.Some of them are gifted with brain of mathematic, language and some of them are rewarded with creativity in art stuff.Art is something that I really adore.I used to design wedding gown when I was in secondary school and I love to paint an abstract drawing,somehow,there are people who believes that I have a good hand of art.I able to draw something exemplified fine art, and Islamic calligraphy...Yet I still wonder how am I going to stand up among these special person?Someone plz help me..

    tO be continue..

  • Plain.Is it wrong to be plain?

    Plain as flower with 4 clovers.Since I was born and now, I may considered that my live is plain.And it will be plain forever I guess. I can identify my live as a simple because there is nothing about myself that I can be proud of.My life at secondary school is like a "heaven",people tend not to look at me at all and starting from that,I decided to continue my life without any support that people used to get from their family,friends or even from the teacher. In year 2007,thank God I able to persuade my study in college and what make people freaking out when they ask me in what field I into it,I answered them with English Communication.Yeah,I knew that my personality and my education background do make people felt surprised when I entered college.Yet,my education is not that bad I guess,right?I still able to write and hopefully people understand my writing easily.I try my best to improve my language skills as I'm not a native speaker.I'm not exposed with the cheerful,full with spirit of being happy surrounding.Perhaps this led into my personality,plain and invisible.No one wanted to see me and surprisingly,me myself felt the same way.I will avoid to have a contact with people as far as I can yet this slowly beginning to change.....

    To be continue...

    For those who had the same experienced like me,feel free to share with me...

Wednesday, 05 December 2007

  • Por ti mi amor...for u my love..

    Its happiness that I long for
    The smile on your face
    Lets me know it will be okay
    The joy that you give to me
    The tears you  only see
    No other love has made me feel this way
    Sometimes I think of you
    And  the thought of you puts a smile on my face
    Float upon the clouds
    I can reach the stars
    A daydream in the night
    Feel the wind upon my skin
    Dancing with the wind
    Let me feel like this again
    This joy that can't be taken
    At last my heart's not breaking
    Heaven on Earth
    Did you ever feel loved like this
    A once in a lifetime feeling
    Let me love him forever

    I dedicate this poem to him..my lover


    ~Dis poem is created by  Tonese Rene Red~





Tuesday, 04 December 2007

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